I am highly prone to mood swings, and their is a long history of mental illness in my family, but I am also a firm believer that drugs ruin your life along with everyone's around. Even in actual medical problems drugs should only be used as a last resort. I will never take any sort of drugs that interfere with my state of mind because I have watched as they have destroyed the lives of my father, brother, and sister. I will not let myself become them.
I am fiercely independent. My worst fear is having to rely on someone or something else to live.
I have many friends, but none of them are close. I prefer to be alone and absolutely loathe social activities.
My favorite things to do are reading, writing, and learning. If I could afford it I would go to college and be a full time student for the rest of my life. At the moment I am struggling to scrape together enough money for my first semester.